i always thought that liking someone this must was damn near impossible. 

but i guess not. 

i think about you more than anything in the world. 

just the things you say to me stick with me, and probably will for the rest of my life. 

i know i want to be with you.. 

as for you i cant see your thoughts. 

i know if you asked me i would scream inside my head 

and be delighted and would scream yes at the top of my lungs. 

i just never thought liking someone this much was possible. 

never in my closest dreams would i have imagined it. 

my heart races when i hear your name 

it has never done that before... 

you were like my defibrillator

making my heart beat.  

you amaze me.. im assured that its going to be 

almost to much to handle when we are side by side..

i just pray that you feel the same.. if not. 

just knowing you will have to work.. 

age doesn't matter to me.. 

i would hope it didn't you either but i understand if it does.

never would i have thought 

that thinking of you would keep me up at night... 

only because your better then my dreams.. 

thank you for letting my life be worth living :)

I'm....

Not to sure what i want right at this moment.
i mean drama with friends and then she hates me for telling the truth.
expects people to not call her a hoe when she dose things that would pertain to that name.
im not saying ive never done anything bad in my life because boy have i.
but god idk im not saying shes bad ither. i love her to death even when i was
typing that long message on myspace i was just hoping she would get what i was saying.
but she didnt and idk if i should feel ok with that or just awell ill find a new friend.
i need her i think.
idk maybe its just i dont feel like i fit in when im with her...
i feel like the ugly duckling in a crowd of beautiful swans...
i just want things between me and her to be back to normal.. thats all