I'm....

Not to sure what i want right at this moment.
i mean drama with friends and then she hates me for telling the truth.
expects people to not call her a hoe when she dose things that would pertain to that name.
im not saying ive never done anything bad in my life because boy have i.
but god idk im not saying shes bad ither. i love her to death even when i was
typing that long message on myspace i was just hoping she would get what i was saying.
but she didnt and idk if i should feel ok with that or just awell ill find a new friend.
i need her i think.
idk maybe its just i dont feel like i fit in when im with her...
i feel like the ugly duckling in a crowd of beautiful swans...
i just want things between me and her to be back to normal.. thats all